Wild Horses

guess i gotta take the time out to eat ma words. well not neccessarily eat them jus be mind full of others. told u the day was goonna gey intresting lol... may be im not exactly seeing the other side of the window here on this one. its starting to get very complex and just when i thught i had a grip on the situation the dynamic changes. the energy comlpetely flips around now im the one on edge. trying to see wat his next move is. maybe ma psetimistic nature is causing me to see things that are really there. could this gy actually CARE about me? is he really the genuine guy he says? it goes back to the age old ideeal that humans are both good and bad so maybe he's got some things that i'd rather not deal with but yet so far despit all that he's still doing better that most of the guys ive dealt with and they've had the benefit of te doubt frm the very beginning. i jus thing maybe its the fact that im worried he might actually be wat's good for me and the really can help that he met he first. history has plenty of stories of ppl who fall for eachother despite belonging to other ppl. damn it!!!! what the holy hell just happened??? i dnt know wat to say i jus need time to think this thur he's promising me the equivelent of perfection and i fell like jumping for the offer people are not perfect and maybe im forgetting that i jus think about "wat if" and my stomach filps ten times. i dnt know anymore. and who am ito deny him the chance. if it was me i would want more tha anything to show the person that shit happensd but that shouldnt happen to us...